Wednesday, 28 November 2018

Real life diabetic

So... this week .. no scrub that today I have thrown up.. dry throw up... it’s gas... I try and have a play but the pressure from not going has to go somewhere.. outta my mouth..
it wasn’t until recently that I understood how I addicted to tramadol... I haven’t had tramadol for 2 days like on a few other occasions I .. can’t reallt explain... I am all over the place .. I wanna hit ,y head against the wall..I am rubbing my scalp my safe place.... humming ... but it’s tramadol I need...

My wife knows this now we have connected the pain etc... gosh ... as soon as Carli went to the pharmacy picked up the drugs I swallowed them...

I have lay in been till 4 today...not that I have slept all night... I have not...

God lee this is for you.... don’t skip tramadol ... it fucked you up ... you have tried to kid yourself several times now