the effects

really.... i would be a fool to say that mt experiences over the last few years have not affected me... i do put them aside... or block them out,... but i dont think there is a day that goes by when i i dont think about what it was like when i was "normal".... its the winter season and i guess we all get down during these times.... i know i have come along way ..... and there is so so much more i want to do..... 2012.... time to look forward not back.... !