drugs

well... a sleepness night was had....to be expected i guess... weatheer was bad yesterday which didnt help too much so couldnt get out.. but went upstairs and saw sonj matt and teh boys... god sometimes i dont know what i would do without them... oh and have lost so much weight.. feeling really skinnky and have no energy so trying to bulid back up.. must have been all the use of the wheelchair and i sweta alot anyway.. but did so alot more... so its been hard to train... but gain catch 22... eat too much and it makes me feel a bit pants... but i know it will all be ok...